Sovereign

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Everything, he is everything to me
Keeper, confidant, master and friend
Protector from all that is evil
Faith in times of disbelief
Light in hours darkest night
In chaos he is the serenity of mind
Omnipotent, creator of all that is good
Forgiver of my sins time and again
He is my shepherd
Stronghold and fortress
In him I put my trust
Under outstretched wing I abide
He is help in the time of need
Unselfishly dying to set me free
Sovereign Lord and all
He is my God.

© N.N.Williams 2012

Love’s Compilation

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Love envies the way you touch me
Lust longs for the way you love
Laying here in childish gaze, smiling just because
Wrap your hands around my body, feel present moments tug
Let the skies burst wide open so we can fall in love

Forego your needing body, win the keys to my soul
Grant me your trust, only you can make me whole
Lover lay down, let’s talk, all night
Caress me with the lips that say you’ll love me for life

Undress me with those eyes, that never say goodbye
Reveal what’s on your mind, I will share the thoughts on mine
Let’s get caught up in the middle
Cuddle on the outskirts of time
Let heaven mirror images of our ways with crashing tides

Become the perfect storm beating on my window pane
Hold me in your arms, pluck the strings of night till day
Be my symphony, echoing duet, of you and me
I’ll be your greek philosopher, your Plato, Socrates
Let us write this eve in systemic scheme, align the stars above
And I promise to devote to you
A love beyond unknown

© N.N.Williams 2012, all rights reserved.

Guilt

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I have this guilt, but I don’t know why
brewing, searing, surly, filling my insides.
Welling up in blocked ducts that release from my eyes,
weakened I buckle, flop down, I cry.

I feel guilty and I don’t know why
Maybe from the promises that someone made me,
one eve, two rings that were never set free;
Or mishaps from a yes, increased stress,
what a mess that became to be.

Perhaps for living, eyes wide shut
Cursed with pride, to blind to see
Seeking for ways to liberate me
The thoughts of never…
No, whatever, that, couldn’t possibly be.

Cull this guilt, you bastard guilt

Overtaken with refute
Confounded in ties
Hidden in lines
Consumed with why’s
Perhaps the feelings that arise are mine to co-sign,
accept, claim and then, let die.

© N.N.Williams 2012, all rights reserved.

Rising Desire

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This feeling inside me, flaming, rising
Instigating the essence of my soul
Calling to capture
I’m praying for rapture
Ascending free from this burning hold
Afflicted, Tormented 
Desires appealing
The evening’s broom by which they ride
The knock, the answer
Change pace, much faster
By chance or foreshadowed night to be
My bed these sheets
Strong will made weak
Ushering recurring moments that peak
Actions more bold, no shame take hold
And bring me to satisfying release

© N.N.Williams 2012, all rights reserved. 

Goddess

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She awes the universe with her astonishing beauty

Upstages beauty with her smile

Her touch is softer than the spin of silk worms

She models out her style

A voice that hums with symphonic pitch

Motions that shape the sky

Her shadow beckons the spherical moon

The seas glimmer in her eyes

Beyond the stars her name is heard, angelic if I may say

Her kiss brings bliss, utter happiness and banishes sorrow’s care away

Tangible, elegant, everything excellent, no other can lay claim

Worlds consent and heavens gift,

Life she breathes

She takes my breath away.

© N.N.Williams 2012, all rights reserved.

Night Chronicle

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Date night

Late night

Wine, dine and time night.

Provocative scents atop soft skin,

candy, fruit, whipped cream.

Nite cap,

good laughs,

connections felt,

deeply held, unspoken words profound.

End night entertaining memorable highlights,

blushing peeking rays sunrise.

© N.N.Williams 2012, all rights reserved.

Soar

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Standing at an impasse,
a path forked with indecision;
my compass fails to help me choose.
I rely on the wind beneath my wings,
to lift me to altitude.
With new height and clear sight I will soar in the direction I desire.

(c)N.N.Williams 2012, all rights reserved

Restored

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A new beat in my heart

Renewed pep in my step

I inhale and expand wearied lungs to familiar life.

Budding with the season, brightened day flourishes a faded smile.

I am showered by warm rains of affection.

Deliberate in stance, face pointed skyward,

I delight in the wetness that penetrates my skin.

As the rain trickles off my face and rests upon my breasts,

I exhale and feel accelerated consciousness pulse through my veins.

Restored to purpose,

comforted with favorable passage,

I traverse this path with affirmation that, as I lay me down to sleep…

tomorrow, I will emerge elated once again.

© N.N.Williams 2012, all rights reserved.

A Day

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Whispering pines that speak to me, cinnamon breeds, sycamore trees, amongst oak, rock and lazy devils are where I lie.

Promiscuous rays, warmth of satin settling, the nestling sun resting prone against my skin.

Melting breezes springing over waterfalls, to a river with no end.

What a day I’m having

What a way to get away

To remember my smile again

Miles beyond smog’s hustle and bustle, tranquil vicinity relaxes me.

Elevated to mountains peak I embrace the freedom to breathe.

Barefoot travels pumice rough edges, cleansed, purity from life stained.

My smiles are with the clouds, a cove so beautiful, a wearied mind will rest this day away.

What a day I’m having

What a way to get away

To remember my smile again

Connections lost, all cares are drowned, on the beauty of this heavenly sound.

Seduced by scents of suckle and honey, awed by roses intent.

What a day I’m having

What a way to get away

To remember my smile again.

© N.N.Wiliams 2012

My Cry

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If I could dry the tears from your eyes to make you cry for me differently, would you allow me inside?

If I could make your wildest dreams in a moments reality come true, would you allow my touch to implicitly rock you?

In my mind’s eye pleasure and passions of you I spy.

Lustful trysts and satin bliss that stroke me to numb

Moans that grow in awe and echo like oceans ebb and flow I,

I rise in you like girth swells man, pulsating and gyrating against lips who lactate and nipples that stand.

As I glide all over your flesh, let me hide myself in you like rocks of age and fossils engrained.

As glass groomed in sand our bodies collide.

Feeling heaven, I am high.

Naturally and compulsively I continue to gamble on lady luck, wishing this could be my million dollar buck.

A deja dream come true, this intricate quest I impose upon you.

So,

I end where I begin, just to stop at my end, I ask again,

If I could dry the tears from your eyes to make you cry for me differently, would you allow me inside?

© N.N.Williams, all rights reserved

Morning Erection

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It’s morning.

I awakened sluggish, in hardened curved shape.

Stiffened by motionless slumber, I seek release from this paining ache.

A sun rising quickie to ease transition of night to day.

Turning over with hands I feel for the object of my affection.

I seek to burrow myself deep into the wet warmth that pleasures me so.

Careful not to enjoy the intracacies of my desire too much, or move to fast,

I slow motion to rise with formed vessel in hand and with firm grip,

I execute thought with eyes closed.

My mind and my body ascend, releasing the tensions that binds me so.

Lips pursed in exhale, I experience the grinding flavor and aromas that keep me returning for more.

Apt, skilled and with flowing anticipation,

I sip,

I taste,

I swallow and enjoy my wonder mouthful of coffee.

© N.N.Williams 2012, all rights reserved.

She Is

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She is a desire deep, passion instilled

She is the end of the rainbow and the rain-soaked bow

A delicate blossom in haste sought, she is

She is a wish upon a star, a centric felt demand

The love when wanted and the need of night

She’s the reason you ache, your fills, tremor and release

That quiet kept secret resonating in the season of loneliness

Golden and pure, she is an element of discovery

She is free, a reflection of disbelief

She is

She is so beautiful

She, is you.

© N.N.Williams 2009, revised 2012

Awake

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It is the waking hour of a moonless night.

I find myself lying here draped only in the air and darkness that surrounds me,

thinking of you.

Missing you.

Distracted from slumber by overwhelming thought,

I ponder the many with profound hesitation.

Praying for amnesia, I remember.

Defeated in struggle to forget, images in retrospect take shape in my mind’s eye.

Finding solace with the rise of the sun,

shadowed silhouettes of you cloud the hour-glass of shifting sand before me.

Betrayed by time I’m molested by pride, drowned by shame, impregnated with failure and before this thought has passed, I will have given birth to admittance.

Fostered faults, not my own.

Yet and still banished, reproached, I am missing you.

A cool breeze interrupts the processes of my thoughts and strokes the prominence of my facade.

In willful digress, I envision the softest caress, hand with palm to cheek.

I am bewitched by even softer lips, banded to a love fashioned to embrace mine.

But they are not your hands and you are not here and I,

find myself consumed by night’s waking hour, missing you.

© N.N.Williams 2012, all rights reserved.

Elemental Exchange

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Mature Content

It’s been a while since two deep-seated friends have spent some time together. They are talking on the phone into the late of night one evening, when their conversation veers toward that of fantasy, desire and pleasure. Their names are Layla and Desireé. Journey with me as I dare to delve and indulge in a titillating journey into their private and impassioned exchange.

Layla – Hey, I’m sorry we got disconnected but my other phone died.
Desireé – It’s ok, we probably needed the break (lol); we have been on the phone talking for hours.
Layla – Umm yeah so, I think we can take it there one day and yes love does conquer all.
Desireé – Hmm…
Layla – Hmm what?
Desireé – About our statement on threesomes. Didn’t you get the text I sent to your phone?
Layla – No, Anyway, what are you about right now? I want to dance with you.
Desireé – (lol) You know my feverish ass ain’t doing no dancing.
Layla – I know Des, I’m just saying.
Desireé – Ok well, dance for me. Nice and slow. Let me see those curves of yours speak to me. Tell me how you feel and what you want with your eyes and moves. I’m sitting, the lights are dim. The music is playing and it’s just you and I. So, talk to me.
Layla – Damn
Desireé – All I get is damn? Damn.
Layla – I’m slowly moving my body to the music in the background and spread my legs just a little while moving toward you. I turn away from your glance and haltingly sashay my body up and down.
Desireé – Ok so, my interests are peaked now, you have me licking my lips.
Layla – I’m getting closer to you in the chair and my body begins to graze yours. You place your hands on the thickness of my thighs pulling me closer, while my hips continue to move side to side.
Desireé – Passion swells for the ache of my desire. Burning for more, I want to kiss you. My grip tightens on your thighs but you slowly break away.
Layla – I move my body back and forth as though you are standing in front of me and I am dancing with you. Your eyes watch with deepened intent as my movements slither to the floor and up again. I tell you that I’m hot and that I don’t want my clothes on anymore.
Desireé – The aperture of my eyes focus and fix on your motions. In this light I want to see your silken skin. With heart pounding and breath weighted with anticipation I whisper Layla, give me what I want.
Layla – Slowly I start unzipping my pants and seductively begin removing them; pulling them past the revealing black lace that lie beneath.
Desireé – Sipping on some cognac, I recline further into my chair and clear my throat. With increasing appetition, my hands slip between my legs and move to my face. Brushing against my lips, my fingers entice you to continue to undress for me.
Layla – Bending down with legs just slightly spread, I slip the pants off and over my black stilettos one leg at a time. Standing in front of you in all black with just a v-neck tee, lacy panties and stilettos, I look directly into your eyes, walk toward you and ask for you to tell me what you want me to do.
Desireé – Inhaling deeply, I smirk while gazing into you. I tell you I’m in no rush. I want you. All of you tonight, so do what you will.
Layla – Hmm, you put the ball right back in my court. I like that. I step a little closer take the glass from your hand, inhale and sip the cognac while my form straddles your position. You remove the glass from my hands and place it on the adjacent table. Your hands find their way to my thighs and squeeze. My body moves in closer still, positioning my breasts closer to your lips, my nipples become erect. I want you so bad. I begin to feel the heat of your body between my legs and become aware of the moistness that the evening’s events have brought.
Desireé – I tease your nipples with the fullness of my lips. They are taut and tender. My hands find contentment feeling the warmth of your love and the desire in your wetness. Parting my lips close to your ears I bid you to tell me you want me.
Layla – Aflamed, I move my pussy a-top your fingers. I want you inside me so bad, I struggle to resist. I kiss your lips starting out with a gentle and almost imperceptible touch then gradually and with increasing intensity, I wrap my lips around the fullness of your lip’s bottom and begin to suck. I love these lips of yours. I want you Desireé, I want you.
Desireé – My hips begin to move uncontrollably, beads of sweat start to form. I am frustrated by the playful teasing of my lip. I want to embrace the whole of your lips with mine. My fingers slip your panties aside and I feel a bounding pulse between your legs. I feel you pushing your pelvis against my hand; I concede and slide inside. Your venom has poisoned me and I can no longer control the passion I bear for your. I begin to grab and claw. My gentle touch is no longer gentle. I’m ready to fuck! You feel my teeth biting on your nipple and I am deeply moving within you. I motion to rise. We are getting off this fucking chair!
Layla – Baby yes, yes, give it to me! Show me that I’m yours. As we lay down on the floor I anxiously paw for you to be deeper inside my love, to smother me with a blanket of your seething desire. Let our bodies become one. Your breath syncing with mine, as we pant from wanton impregnable motion. Desireé I love you.
Desireé – Faster and deeper, deeper and harder, biting, sucking, breathing. I am going to taste your lustful wetness. Your clit is moist and engorged, my tongue is wet with your rain. I want you to touch heaven tonight. My name you scream in an ailing seductive tone as I feast on the bearer of your sweet nectar. It’s mine Layla, tonight it’s mine.
Layla – I reply it is. I guide your fingers from inside me and motion your tips to my lips. I smile while looking into your eyes and one by one taste my wetness that clings onto them. We engage in a long passionate kiss and I whisper to your hearing, satisfy me. With trembled hands I gently guide your head back to my pleasure point fading to and in-audible sound, satisfy me, satisfy me.
Desireé – Eager to oblige, your wish becomes my command and I willingly dip in retreat to moisten my lips and tongue, bringing you to places un-yet explored.
Layla – Desireé I can’t, Its been so long since we’ve seen each other and I really need to see you. I can’t bear anymore of this overwhelming exchange. Its driving me crazy. I physically need you close to me. I need you in my bed.
Desireé – I’m sorry Layla. I jus thought, I mean, we were…
Layla – Don’t apologize it’s ok. I mean after all, you weren’t exactly talking to yourself now and it was, delectable.
Desireé – Yes it was. That was the most non-physical and mentally intense conversation we have had in a long time.
Layla – (sigh) yeah.

A long silence fills and finalizes this fiery passion filled exchange. Layla has drifted asleep exhausted with desire, but comforted in the knowledge that Desireé presently lay in silent thought of the nights twist on the other end of the line. Desireé whispers a loving goodnight and closes the line on this elemental exchange.
Goodnight.

© N.N.Williams 2012, all right reserved.